narrate hello my name is Jacob Storm i'm insomniac my favourite film is fight club i don't if that information reveals anything from me eyes open look around room my room narrate calm down suppress the fear stemming from the feeling of being the fourty-second tiniest particle in an infinite multiverse eyes itching scratch get up sigh open door yawn look around step to counter locate focus on coffee narrate i think the fear really originates from my condition i just want to internalise it somehow so the best i can muster is some cheap intellectualisation it’s not easy waking up not realising where you are how did you get there this awakening was better than most my response was to all that was to develop an tiny wee bit analytical personality that’s how I coop with stuff baby laugh silently grab the coffee maker pour coffee drink coffee narrate yeah that tastes good finish coffee gulp gulp gulp grab cigarette grab lighter ignite inhale smoke narrate yeah that feels good exhale narrate once I woke up while nearly stepping out on front of a huge lorry man that was touch bottom put out cigarette go toilet release bladder flush narrate yep my goal is to be in control